Accessories Throwback Thursday
June 06, 2013
Throwback Thursday: When I shop, the world gets better. ♥
"You know that thing when you see someone cute and he smiles and your heart kind of goes like warm butter sliding down hot toast? Well that's what it's like when I see a store. Only it's better."
"When I shop, the world gets better, and the world is better, but then it's not, and I need to do it again."
Wait, I think that quote is from me, I can so totally relate to Confessions of a Shopaholic Movie.
"I know I've made some mistakes, but I"m turning my life around."
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Hello I am Rochelle and I once was a SHOPAHOLIC, photos are my collection, back when we were still in the States
and Yes I love to brag and my place once look like a store, all the things in the photo are once mine ♥ Now do not judge me nor envy because I am not really proud of it!
When we moved back to the Philippines, I brought almost all my stuffs but I had to sell so much stuffs because in the first place I keep asking myself where do I put all my stuffs now? Do I really need it. But then I kept buying then selling, I admit I was sick and needed help and because I was sad and lonely that shopping has been my happiness.
I know it is not acceptable to blame someone on why you became like that and DON'T allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are NOT. I will not go into details on the painful hurting that I had to go through.
I sometimes still love going shopping because girls are really born to shop, material things always makes us happy and superficial and whatever because ever noticed how some days, when you're feeling down, you go out and buy something, as a kind of reward or present to yourself. And that feeling down can be anger with life in general but then I just regret on why I became a shopaholic and bought so much stuffs that I do not need with money I don't have to impress people I don't like. I sometimes think that with all that stuffs that I felt like I just throw away, that money can be used now to get surgery for my nasal polyps or money to prepare my children to college or buy them what they need.
If I have a remote control, I would love to rewind and make myself wiser and a better person that no regrets should ever be felt now, but then again that things are in the past we can always change and make ourselves the best person we can be. I admit I still love to go shopping once in a while but now there are days when I will go to the mall and prefer eating or just taking my kids for some fun out, not to buy things I do not need anymore, I can say I learned my lesson well.
Tell me what you think? I would love to hear your comments and suggestions.
THANKS, Much Love, Rochelle
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